
i don’t know what is happening lately but goodness gracious. this feels like i have PURPOSE now. i was asleep until maybe 2 weeks ago. i finally WOKE UP FULLY. i’m not dicking around watching movies in my downtime anymore. the work is challenging, but it’s important and 2000% worth it. and it’s FUN, i’ve never had more fun playing in my life. i have a compelling reason to get out of bed. sure, i enjoyed my life before, and adventures were plenty fun, but it’s like… i was just floating along randomly. now it feels like i have a focused reason to live and do and express and CREATE
i want to astonish myself with how BOLD i can be. every single day is literally a surprise. what a massive and sexy and OOZING dance of trust with the universe 🔥🍯🌶