i feel like i make quantum leaps in growth every couple years. then i need a bit of time to rest, to integrate all the shit that changed, to let the snow settle in my snowglobe, to allow everything to really sink in and ground down
i feel like i am on the precipice… yet again 😅😂… of another monumental shift. i also observe that i am drawn to different emojis at different times in my life. future niki, when ya look back at this 31-years-young version of yourself, THIS is what you meant by this delicious ass combination!
🔥 vibrant. bold. just plain ol’ HOT!!! not merely in a physical sense… but in… an overall aura sense. sexual energy. creative energy. burn away all the bullshit. SHINE as brightly as only III can. that inarticulable spark!
🍯 i cannot fucking believe there is no good emoji for PUSSY. i actually scrolled through the entire library, and decided that this is the closest fit. juicy, wet, never goes bad, dripping, oozing, flowing. delicious as hell. and GOOD. nature’s sweetest nectar. quite literally, life force energy
🌶 spice! flavor! color! a little sass! zing! pizzaz! i don’t want a bland, pasty, pale, bald, flavorless life. give me that SPICE!!!
and all of them together?! this is what i want to be, experience, create. this is who i ALREADY AM. bright, bold, fierce. sweet, delicious. spicy, flavorful. ALIVE!!! 🔥🍯🌶
(big plans in the works. excited and grateful that @heyamberrae will share our projects in a showcase in a bit! not that follower count “matters,” but i have a feeling i will want to document this – current counts as listed below!