my ring!

hmm, rose gold looks more orange than pink to me, and i am okay with that! ๐Ÿงก the water looked cool/different in all these shots ๐Ÿ’ฆ

internal conversation: “niki… if you’re going to the beach. you’re just. you’re going to get wet, okay? just. i don’t care if you say you’re going to stay up on the street. you’re. you’re just not going to. so just. just accept yourself, ya silly goose!”

i know i gained weight, but a friend didn’t believe me. she saw my jawline in my oly vids from last year and lovingly/finally conceded ๐Ÿ˜‚ pic from today and 12/24/15, my first winter here. i have done a lot of INNER work during quarantine year ONE, and now i feel like a different person. i consider myself an optimist… but/and… i firmly believe that we are going to be in quarantine for a vast majority of this year as well. i see what my in/action has gotten me. and i want something different. so i am going to do something different. this quarantine year TWO (๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ), i am going to do a lot of OUTER work and build a different version of myself! โš’

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